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[color=red][big]杉本 囷巴[/big][/color] [color=white][big] ／[/big] [/color][color=white][big] sugimoto kuraha．[/big][/color]
[color=white][sub]timid[/sub][/color] [color=red][sub]●[/sub][/color] [color=white][sub]benevolent?[/sub][/color] [color=red][sub]●[/sub][/color] [color=white][sub][i]yandere[/i].[/sub][/color]


[img=89436]kuraha[/img]

[color=white][sub]i had four dreams in a row, where you were
burned,   about to burn,   or still on fire.　
                     [i]richard siken.[/i][/sub][/color]　　　　　

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[indent][indent][indent][indent][indent][indent][indent][collapse=超自然][color=red][big]ғɪʀsᴛ ɪᴍᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴs[/big][/color]

[indent][color=white][sub]speak of calm waves and soft voices -- and that's how the most inspired talkers describe her. polite, careful, concerned with others' wellbeing -- a good little girl who does nothing to be considered a bad person, not even to satisfy the standards of girls recently turned teenagers. she doesn't bad talk or betray others by speaking behind their back, is a self-proclaimed pacifist and is selfless to a fault, the first to do things that would harm her in one way or another for the sake of someone else's wellbeing.

the best thing, they say, is that she doesn't even ask for anything in return.

she's a lovely girl who loves to [i]love,[/i] and that's the main force driving her to be so nice. love. cliche that they allow to remain as a part of her innocence they don't want to burn down, despite the fact people tend to pester and bother and take advantage of her for her innocence and willingness to sacrifice herself. [i]there is nothing wrong in how she wants to love everyone,[/i] they try to explain, try to convince that the bad things that tend to happen sometimes are just extension of her love.

she wants to love everyone.

but maybe she wants to be loved, too?

she means well when she's saying the brutal truth and doing bad things for the sake of an outcome she might see as [i]better[/i] than what would come from the present tense. kuraha is always wondering about the "what could be" instead of the "what is," and that's why she sometimes harms other children because another would be happier with that, because the hurt one would finally be happy without bullying them, that's why sometimes those she loves exaggeratedly get scared around her, walking funny, rubbing their legs as they slowly try to avoid her. they remember. she also does.

the moaning. the love. the pleasure.

what if the only way of making others love her is by doing bad things?

it's not too bad, is it? it's going to be alright.

you're going to like it in the end.

[i]"i promise."[/i]
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[indent][color=white][sub]currently under construction.
kuraha is mainly defined by her kind, charitable behavior. and it's genuine; she is truly a nice girl who means well, but who does bad things in the name of love without exactly knowing that these things are bad. and when she does knows, she pretends she doesn't, just so things can run smoothly and [i]love[/i] can prevail.[/sub][/color][/indent]
[/collapse][/indent][/indent][/indent][/indent][/indent][/indent][/indent][indent][indent][indent][indent][indent][indent][indent][collapse=焼き印のない子牛][color=red]▸[/color] [color=gray][sub]writer is a rather reserved/timid person out of character, so she tends to speak up only when necessary. the fact that she is very socially awkward adds up as well. forgive me in advance if i sound too serious or uninterested; chances are if i'm talking to you i am [i]definitely[/i] interested.[/sub][/color]

[color=red]▸[/color] [color=gray][sub]my other characters, seki, marui and kuraha, don't necessarily share the same universe, but they do by default. that said, it is possible to add them to a roleplay if requested.[/sub][/color]

[color=red]▸[/color] [color=gray][sub]i don't mind sharing my skype/email/YIM if requested. just keep in mind i don't talk much or start conversations too frequently unless you're a close friend.[/sub][/color]

[color=red]▸[/color] [color=gray][sub]profile is constantly changing. forgive me for the temporary inconsistency.[/sub][/color]

[color=red]▸[/color] [color=gray][sub]notes and instant messengers are preferred.[/sub][/color]

[color=red]▸[/color] [color=gray][sub]i am a rather slow writer. don't play with me if you have anything against waiting a bit.[/sub][/color]

[color=red]▸[/color] [color=gray][sub]i do not, under any circumstances, tolerate drama. if i refuse your rp request, don't get mad at me. i probably had a reason to.[/sub][/color]

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